Friday, July 30, 2010
I didn't want to do this...
FEAR GUILT, LOVE TRUTH
Toooooo many rappers have jacked this beat, and "Terminader Gold 60" was supposed to be my exit strategy for the mixtape/jacked beats songs. I could've resisted, and I chose not to.
It was 50/50 between the fact that seemingly several hundred people have asked me to, and because I got an early flight and didnt wanna sleep. So, I drove across town to my studio (which I hadn't had the urge to do recently) and I rapped.
"Beggin' My Freedom, Be My Friend, or Belittle My Future"
I really liked Rick Ross' song at first listen, and still don't think anybody else did it much justice. I figured rather than drop a bunch of names, I should take the peaked interest and give you a piece of my mind.
I don't want to whine about my woes with a record label, I want progress. A heightened awareness is what I felt like bringing about, because I believe people ask me about my situation most frequently. I don't have the answers. I do know what's real, and that's my desire to move forward as professional rap artist.
I don't even have to know why things turned so sour, I just want my release to be signed off on...
Unrelated: But I'm reading "THE PURPOSE DRIVEN LIFE"...i'm on Day 9.